Sooooo much pain......ooooouuuuucccchhhh....my leg is killin me.....weird pain, indescribable!!! It doesnt seem like itz gonna stop hurtin anytime soon....

Joints hurtin...been doin too much lately! Rippin & runnin, rippin & runnin....too much...causin me fatigue...pain...lupus flare! Gonna go 2 bed early & start rippin & runnin all ova again in the am! As my life turns & does back flips!

I am having what we would call a "lupie" day!!! I jus t dont feel good @ all!! :(

Wow. Been awhile as usual! Trying 2 figure out why my finger tips (cuticle area) r bright red & swollen?! Not painful though, so i'm grateful 4 that! But it is ugly!!! This whole process is annoying! Geuss i should go & see the rheumatologist like i'm suppose 2, but i think i have made my feeling clear about all these doctors!...they r getting on my nerves, bcuz they don't have answers 2 my questions (usually)! Ugh!!!!

Been a long time btween posts! Soooo busy all the time! Being a mom, being a nurse, doing work 4 God, thinking/planning on moving soon, mayb gonna start a new job search & sumwhere in there trying 2 find time 4 me!! The latter doesnt happen nearly enuff! I'm getting 2 the point of exhaustion, overwhelmed & just plain ole whipped! Prayerfully, i will b able 2 rein in my stress level, so i dont get thrown in2 a lupus flare! Wow. As my life spins near the level of out of control.......

PAIN.....still!

PAIN!!!! hips, back.......PAIN!!!