I am having what we would call a "lupie" day!!! I jus t dont feel good @ all!! :(

Wow. Been awhile as usual! Trying 2 figure out why my finger tips (cuticle area) r bright red & swollen?! Not painful though, so i'm grateful 4 that! But it is ugly!!! This whole process is annoying! Geuss i should go & see the rheumatologist like i'm suppose 2, but i think i have made my feeling clear about all these doctors!...they r getting on my nerves, bcuz they don't have answers 2 my questions (usually)! Ugh!!!!

Been a long time btween posts! Soooo busy all the time! Being a mom, being a nurse, doing work 4 God, thinking/planning on moving soon, mayb gonna start a new job search & sumwhere in there trying 2 find time 4 me!! The latter doesnt happen nearly enuff! I'm getting 2 the point of exhaustion, overwhelmed & just plain ole whipped! Prayerfully, i will b able 2 rein in my stress level, so i dont get thrown in2 a lupus flare! Wow. As my life spins near the level of out of control.......

PAIN.....still!

PAIN!!!! hips, back.......PAIN!!!

Not feelin 2 good last few dayz! I had run out of my blood pressure med about a month ago & i couldn't get it refilled because my Dr moved & was no longer my Dr. (i would never advocate sumbody not taking an important prescribed medicine!) as i waited for my appt with my newly found physician, i monitored my blood pressure 2 make sure nothing crazy was goin on. What i did notice was my Raynaud's symptoms were worsening! I hadn't realized how much they had improved since i started the blood pressure medicine! So i finally saw my new dr this past Tues & re-started my blood pressure med....but i have had a severe migraine & i'm still not feelin quite rite yet....body adjustment phase after starting blood pressure med? Idk, but i'll keep an eye on it...as my world flip flops & thrashes back & forth in pain!

HEADACHE!!!