PAIN.....still!

PAIN!!!! hips, back.......PAIN!!!

Not feelin 2 good last few dayz! I had run out of my blood pressure med about a month ago & i couldn't get it refilled because my Dr moved & was no longer my Dr. (i would never advocate sumbody not taking an important prescribed medicine!) as i waited for my appt with my newly found physician, i monitored my blood pressure 2 make sure nothing crazy was goin on. What i did notice was my Raynaud's symptoms were worsening! I hadn't realized how much they had improved since i started the blood pressure medicine! So i finally saw my new dr this past Tues & re-started my blood pressure med....but i have had a severe migraine & i'm still not feelin quite rite yet....body adjustment phase after starting blood pressure med? Idk, but i'll keep an eye on it...as my world flip flops & thrashes back & forth in pain!

HEADACHE!!!

wow. my fingers & hand are REALLY hurting. this is new. i haven't had this kinda pain b4. itz not just stiffness, it really hurts. i've been staying away from ibuprofen products, but idk if i can go without it 2day!

Happy New Year's Eve Eve! Christmas came & went! Alot of hype 4 jus 1 day! I heard sum1 say Christmas needs 2 be a 3 day event/holiday! I agree. Bcuz there is alot of hype leading up 2 1 day & then itz over! I usually have such profund sadness the day after Christmas bcuz of the letdown after all of the building up, but this yr was very different...bcuz i was soooooo broke this yr I didnt have any building up, so there was no letdown! I was sad leading up to & during Christmas. But yay itz over. Now time to ease jnto a new year. Ease i say! We'll see about the ease part. Idk how that story is gonna b written. We'll have 2 wait & see. Well gotta go...gotta lot of bilateral finger/hand/wrist joint pain! Ouch!

New place 2 live, new job.....& of course.....new problems! But i have 2 hold on 2 the belief...."that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." im tryna decrease stress 2 help manage my disease & in sum wayz it has been decreased, but the stress also changed 2 different stressors! So 4 now, physically i've been doin aight, no major symptoms goin on, so i con't 2 b blessed! I hope every1 has a very Merry Christmas as we hopefully focus on the reason 4 this season & NOT get caught up in the hype of commercializm! Thatz an easy focus 4 me this year bcuz i'm broke! Lol. Gotto go & see how life turns out as my world spins....